Non fui, fui, non sum, non curo
—Epicurean epitaph
The knife never sweetened a mug
nor cradled a steaming egg, never
scooped mousse nor cantaloupe ripe
with hallelujahs. The soft world
welcomes you like lips
welcome cream. No fight ends
with your bite because you bear
no teeth. No need for a sheath.
No war began by invoking your name,
which rhymes with moon. No fear
as I pass you to my young niece.
You slip my tongue, so I clack you
against my knee, sing “Old Joe Clark.”
Dishrag loves you. Soap loves you
three at a time. You stir fresh
mint into water, ice, and sugar,
soothe my daughter when she falls
face down in the dirt. You draw
broth from a boiling vat and snap
because plastic cools too soon,
drop cornmeal onto greased griddles
then relax coated in mush. All afternoon
coated in mush. Washed and propped
upright on the drying rack you throw
light across the kitchen. At night
you toss salad until slick with oil
and vinegar, flecked with parsley.
Innocent with bisque.
Innocent with cocoa and salt,
brown into white. Dust into dust,
your bowl delights because pleasure
is good, pain evil. Isn’t that right,
my bright, little hedonist?
Though you tarnish, though you bend,
once deprived of sentience,
the end means nothing.
Ben Gunsberg is an Assistant Professor of English at Utah State University. His poetry appears in Cutbank, The Southeast Review, andThe South Carolina Review, among other magazines. He is the author of the chapbookRhapsodies with Portraits (Finishing Line Press, 2015). His Poetry manuscript, Cut Time, won the University of Michigan's Hopwood Award for Poetry Writing. He lives in Logan, Utah, at the foot of the Bear River Mountains and online at www.bengunsberg.com.